Thursday, December 29, 2011

Interesting in 2011 and another chance in 2012 :)

Just felt 2011 started and now it has come to the end and all of us are going to say Goodbye to 2011 and we going to welcome with lots of smile and new hopes, the new year 2012!!!

I ask myself what I have done through out 2011...hmmm I deeply feel that this year had taught me lot and I had went through lots of ups and downs by my own and seriously when I look back, I can confidently smile and say "yes I had achieved a lot!" and I proud of myself and to see myself now :). Thanks to all that contributed and supported me directly and indirectly. I praise God for giving me the courage to survive and struggle out with achievements no matter in my personal life and also in my work/career.

The first 7 months was a tough month for me, at work and also in my personal life. but when now I look back, its like a great relieve for me..MQA Audit was killing me one side, the pressure given by my boss was at the max till have experience crying in the meeting for the words that he used to scold me in front of every one! that is really a bad experience that I really went  through  all alone.. but I had good support form my colleagues that really had made me stand longer there.....besides that, at the same time I was not very well, as my health wise, and that was really worrying me, where I had to undergo an operation during the same time.... emotionally I was terribly down and with the amount of work that I have to carry was really pressing me...and of all, I was in midst of completing my Masters! my supervisor was just like chasing me after and after for my thesis, and I was like travelling up and down almost every weekend.... SCM Night 2011 as the main advisor, I was like running here and there for the activities, advising students for the event.. but good thing is I had a bunch of hardworking students that I can really rely on, but still it was all under my care and the trust and expectation that my boss had on me was as high as the sky! handling an event in the 5 stars hotel is not that easy as saying....besides that handling students management, class management, staff management and etc etc was just on my head....

After the 7th month, it was bit of relieve and I wanted or supposed to leave SCM and to venture in a different area or I would say to work in a different college/university, which that was my main aim...but things change terribly when I was kept there back and being promoted as the Coordinator now...I wonder how long would it last?? will see how more in 2012...I really hope things will get much much better in 2012 with the new presence in my life and new new changes in my life :). I would just like to smile now........

Another happiness that I went through was my Graduation :). I really had a good time and blessings from God and parents.. I thanked them for all the effort and support given, there is where I am now.. Obviously, I will not further my studies anymore but to think of settling down soon with the one that captured my heart :).. I would again like to leave with a smile :). 


This are the main interesting part in my life in 2011...I wish to look forward for more and more good and positive surprises in 2012....and I would welcome 2012 with lots of smile smile smile and not forgetting thank you 2011 :)


Cheers to a New Year and another chance for us to get it right in 2012!

Friday, December 16, 2011

Lovers and Friends...

Lovers fight, And also do friends..But lovers kiss and make up but friends make up only...When lovers don't make up, usually they just cool it off and find it hard to be same again. When friends don't make up, its the most difficult feeling in the world so they make up eventually...

Lovers gets jealous. And also do friends...but lovers gets jealous because they demand commitment.. Friends gets jealous because they demand attention. But when lovers gets jealous, they really look seriously. When friends gets jealous, they look funny! Lovers gives each other gifts, And also do friends. When lovers do this, its by natural but when friends gives each other gifts, its sweet!

Lovers make each other happy. And also do friends..They hang out, call one another, talk, yell, encourage when the other one is down, sing, dance, and eat together. They share secrets, dreams, and take care of each other.But lovers expect these from one another. Friends expect these from others too but get from each other instead. 

Lovers can be complicated. And so do friends. But lovers try very hard to adjust with one another. Friends just stay as what they are and don't give a damn whether they are nuts or freaks or stupid people. Because friends are not tuned-off, they only laugh. Lovers freak out when you forget birthdays. And also do friends.. But lovers wouldn't forgive until they forget. Friends wouldn't forget until an hour after when they receive a little bar of chocolate with a cheap card. Lovers really love each other. And also do friends. But lovers either gets married or break up. Friends either stay friends or nothing at all. 

Both are essentially sweet and meaningful relationship to treasure!